i woke up with a heavy heart. it was still the heaviness from last night which, for some reason, i couldn't shake off. i've been trying to understand why i am this affected considering the absence of a direct relationship with that person.
probably because of the photo of a fallen world that flashed before me, of the reality of the presence of the enemy that overwhelmed me. probably because i looked up to him. probably because it was him whom God has used to open my eyes to His grace.
i can go on with a lot of probably-s but i can never quite picture why a part of me is aching.
or here is another way to think it, maybe because the church is a body and each of us is its parts. when one part gets injured, the rest feels the pain or the discomfort at least.
the encouragement i guess is that not one aching part should put the whole body down. instead, the healthy parts should help the suffering one recuperate and eventually the body will be in pink health again.
the body will not be able to do it on its own. it has its natural ways, yes but the greater encouragement and what should be claimed is that Somebody Higher, Somebody Greater, will refresh the body.
i believe that God can turn what the evil meant to be bad into something good, into something beautiful, something breath taking.
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