Love,

Don't be angry but I'm crying as I am writing this.

I miss you so much, love. When are you coming back?
Why did you force me into being with someone I didn't want to be with?

Love, do you know how much it pains me? You left without a warning, love. I thought you'll be gone for just a month. Love, I waited, though not as patiently as you wanted me too but I did love. I waited. It was the longest month of my life, love. Love, why didn't you come back? I was waiting. I was waiting for you. I WAS FREAKING WAITING FOR YOU.

Do you remember how we talked about how we'll go about things after graduation? You told me not to worry, love. You said graduation meant we're closer to getting married. You told me not to worry, love. You told me! YOU FREAKING TOLD ME! And i heard you say 'married'.

Love, who is this person you left me with? He doesn't take care of me like you do, love. He doesn't like spending as much time with me like you do. In the few hours that we spend in a week, love, he would not pay as much attention to me. Love, you didn't text when I was around. You just wanted to spend time with me. The person you left me with does that. With only a few hours to spend with me, he chooses to be distracted. Love, he didn't like me as much as you did. Well, you didn't like me, love. You loved me. And I was your favorite love, right? I am not his. His cellphone kind of communicated that to me. I don't like this new person love. He made me think a lot, even of the littlest things - where he is, how he is doing, who he is with. This new person didn't like to share a lot. This new person is even hiding me from the world he is in. Love, I see him check the area when we're together. His eyes subtly go around as if scanning for people he knows. I'm sure this new person doesn't mention my name in front of his friends, maybe even infront of his family. Love, why did you leave me with someone who doesn't want to be with me? You wanted to be with me, didn't you? You were proud of me? You even wanted your parents to meet me? And we always talked about forever, love, remember? This new person is only concerned about not getting anyone angry with him.

Love, i don't want him. Come back. Come back. Or atleast, teach him to be a little like you. To care for me, love. Sana marunong din sya maglambing, love like you do. Sana pwede ko din sya lambingin. Love, I miss being your princess.

Love, don't leave me with him forever. Or do you plan to, love? Let me know. Let me FREAKING know!