Friday, February 29, 2008

Downtrodden

I created this blog, abandoned my old blogger and chose not to post the next words/phrases/paragraphs in my multiply account because i don't want anyone I know to learn about my being back, once again, to my "i am down, rotten and ranting" phase.

I woke up today with my finding myself fighting my own thoughts once again.

ALL IS GOOD.
That's what I know. That's what I chose to believe... these past days.

But no. Not everything is okay. I am not okay.

I help other people but I can't help myself.
I please other people but I can't please myself.

Something's terribly wrong with me.